Many layers

There are many layers of acquired habits in the soul. It needs to get cleansed.

Baba says, Yoga is the only way.

But I... I try out many different ways. It all works of course. Some help. Some don't.

His murli can be understood at many levels. The deeper I go in my journey to the core, I gain new perspectives on what Baba means.

I am at war... and I have a fundamental sense of self respect that remains unruffled... even when everything is lost.

There have been times in my spiritual life when I thoroughly failed the tests but never even realized what was going on... that even I had gone through a test and that I had failed. I was just having a good time. And much later... much much later it all seems so funny. Another layer just got uncovered.

I have nothing. I am nothing at the end of iron age. Baba has discovered an uncut diamond buried deep within all the dirt...in an ore. He is working hard. Really hard.

Wah Baba! What a game!

The personification of Maya... I never really understood it before(heh, as if I really do so now)... it is real too... as the soul is unaware of how each aspect of Maya is unveiled. It is unexpected as though coming from outside...as an external situation.

I live in my current context. The past is my present in the form of sanskaras and situations. It all seems external but it really is not. The future is what I do within my context. It is entirely my choice. It can only be my choice. After all, the future is my child, my creation.