The Lord

i am the Lord of my world. Everything i do, speak or think is entirely my choice and is my responsibility.

Situations are external to me. i do not control them. However i exercise choice over their presence in my world of thoughts and thereby in words and actions...

And indeed so it is for all... some accept the responsibility. Some do not.

What do i want to do?

There is nothing really that is as a part of a want. Nothing wanted. Almost nothing needed too... the only remaining task is to focus on remembrance and to get truly detached from these vices. Unless that happens, liberation and salvation are way off.

Lift the anchors

i seem to have made a lot of progress and rowed away quite vigorously and yet seem to be staying right at the starting point.

Hmmm... looks like i have not lifted my anchors yet! :) Would this discovery be called an attainment? :)

The Game of Life

Its a fascinating game - life. Drama offers me situations... and i have to play by the rules. Nothing else matters. No questions make sense... everything is OK.

All that matters, is how well i play.

Everything that you really want to do...

Everything that you really want to do... has been done before either by yourself or more likely by someone else... and often in a way much better than you current conceive of it.

Stay humble. Stay grateful. This is the learning...

Belonging everywhere

Somehow there is this distinct feeling of belonging everywhere... in some way or the other...

This is God's work...

How to settle the past?

Good question. Some options -

Short term laziness and intense one time drawn out pain
Short term intense effort and freedom thereafter
Long term mediocre efforts and medium one time pain...

Simple solution - Yoga. Loveful yoga. Variety forms (of) yoga.