Fruitful usage of time

How do i know if i am wasting time or using it wisely?

i just know. Fruitful usage always leaves one light, happy, satisfied and tireless. Wastage always leaves one tired, drained, discontented... simple enough no?

The right activity at the right time in the right manner ... that's all right.

What motivates me?

What motivates me really? This is such an amazing life...

People, things, possessions, fame, glamour, recognition... these are such silly trifles... and often one trips and falls on these little stumbling blocks... just a little awareness and off they go.

But what makes me move and work and do whatever all the time? That unknown force? What makes a beggar accept the possibility of becoming a king? It is difficult to judge if lunacy is before enlightenment or after...

The support, the basis, the substance, the essence of this life... is just based on one thing. His love. It is not even understood... but the heart knows it well... recognizes clearly... and goes on its way committedly... the head reasons it out later...

Growth means letting go of the past

When i become good at doing something, i will get opportunity to do more of it... until the situation comes that i have to manage something far more than i can do... and i have to let go of being good at doing... and enable others to become good at doing it...

When i become good at mentoring... i will get opportunity to do more of it... and so on...

Until i become equal to God, there is growth and letting go. When i do become equal to God, i would have let go of everything. Growth stops at perfection.

100 Days - A celebration

100 consecutive days of attending spiritual classes... its truly worth celebrating. A great example by a humble and noble friend... one step of courage and the lift of help is certainly there.

100 consecutive days. Celebration. What a great way to make a good habit. Wah! Wah! Wonderful!

Being of Use

To be of use is such a wonderful thing. Even if i don't understand much, to be useful to God is a wonderful fortune. To have blessings from the family and to be called for participation in service is a wonderful fortune.

Such fortune that no one can comprehend it...

Thanks God for everything... (what a misconstrued statement that is... the Ocean of love and mercy... of knowledge and bliss... and yet no one recognises Him...)