Huh?

I've been there, I've done that
I've seen through the smokescreen
I've been through it all
I've been 'good' and I've been 'bad'
While being the same throughout

I've been a believer, I've been an atheist
I've sung his praise and swore against
I've felt powerful and I've felt helpless
I've hated the vices and been vice personified
While knowing that truth lies ahead

I've been careless, I've been attentive
I've been obedient, I've been disobedient
I've been enslaved to instant gratification
I've been committed to the long term game
While being a companion of God

I've been so simple. I've been so complex
I've been so foolish, I've been so wise
I've seen the big picture and I've seen the small picture
I've been the zero and the hero
While being an actor throughout

There is a time when the soul decides
enough is enough!
There is a time when the soul awakens
freedom now!
There is a time when the dawn breaks
all is clear!

And a little voice chips in
Aw, you silly goose. You keep saying that but you know what
you're stuck!
Another voice chips in
C'mon sweetheart, hurry up! I've been waiting for you! Let's fly!

And I wonder.
I am my friend and my enemy too
All else is just a game
The victory, the defeat, the joy and pain...
The attempts to 'leave a legacy'
on the ever shifting sands of time
What a funny joke!

I am my world
I am what I see
I am what I do
I am what I create
I am my companions
I am everything around me!

Oh, now I know why I got confused about omnipresence...
I brought God into my life... made him stay in my heart
Made myself invisible and became one with him...
I didn't know I would get so confused about all this...

Just a game, it is just a game!!!
Oh my goodness, its just a game!!!

Drama. Game.
What a wonder!
And God! What a wonder!!
And I!! Oooh, what a wonder!!!