Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Uninspired Independence

Once again the need arose and I took some independent decisions. It was almost involuntary. And the result was a good sharing that many appreciated. But it felt inadequate. It lacked the elevated feeling that comes from being an instrument of God.

Being good, being independent is simply not upto the mark.

I submit the decisions made:

  • I will uphold the glory of the family through my elevated conduct
  • I will experience deep personal sustenance from you through Tapasya
  • I will complete the homework given by you by Oct 20, 2008

Now I let go of the ego of the intellect. I surrender.
Please guide me - I will follow you.

I will stay in dependence from now on.

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