Thursday, August 05, 2004

The Signs of Maya... and then how the war is waged...

Maya comes in such a standard manner.

First there is some complacency about making good efforts...
Then there is some confident talking (in other words, "boasting")...
Then there is carelessness in terms of maryadas... not really all at once, but a single "innocent" carelessness
Then another...(Murli warning flashes in memory)
And another...
Some more frequently...(Murli warnings flash in memory)
And then a mistake...(Murli emphasis flashes in memory)
And another...
And yet another...
Dawning of a feeling of helplessness... ("You become so 'innocent' instead of master knowledgeful")
Giving up...
Massive mistake...
Utter repentance...
Honest admission in front of Baba...
Serious Introspection...
Immense power...
Recuperation and Joy again...
Maintain stage for some time...
Restart the steps once again...

* * *
The whole process slowly builds up strength and maturity... but its a slow process.

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